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Goodnight, goodnight
Every shitty thing that’s happened to them over the years has made Stiles a light sleeper. It makes cohabitating… difficult at first. He doesn’t get enough sleep as it is most nights, let alone when he’s jolting awake every few hours at the slightest rustle or snore.
His first year at college sucked, basically. His second year was better, after he and Scott pulled every string in the book to get the same room. At least when he snapped awake, he knew it was Scott and he was safe.
Derek isn’t different in that regard. It just takes some getting used to. They’ve been dating for months but they only recently been trying this whole “night/weekend at my boyfriend’s” thing. They haven’t been pushing each other away or anything, but they’ve just… it’s the slowest either of them have ever taken a relationship before. They’ve both been through so much shit both in and out of relationships – secrets, life-threatening circumstances, betrayals, not to mention Derek’s more than spectacular trust and consent issues and they just–
They’re easing into it, okay?
So when Stiles shudders awake without warning in the middle of the night, he isn’t surprised. He catalogs his surroundings quickly, taking in the stillness of the loft and the moonlight pouring in through the windows overhead. Derek is beside him, comfortably close, and still with sleep. So what–
Except Derek isn’t asleep.
Stiles watches as his boyfriend’s breathing hitches, a tremor racking his body. The way his shoulders shake is unmistakable, as is the painful clench in his jaw and the twist of his mouth. Stiles’ pulse skyrockets even before he catches the glint of moisture clinging to Derek’s eyelashes.
The last 48 hours have been absolute emotional hell and I feel like an ice pick is being driven into my temple. Can I pleeeease have some slow boning with bottom!derek and a hefty side of praise kink from one of my fav sterek queens? *bats eyelashes and pouts considerably*
Here you go sweetheart, I hope this makes your emotional hell just a little less hellish. *all the snuggles for a beautiful person*
Hello, Stiles thinks, grinning as he steps into the bedroom. What do we have here?
His husband, that’s
what. His husband, who is currently naked and beautiful, ass high in the air,
waiting on the bed for him.Their bed.
It makes Stiles’
heart flutter, even after all these years.“Derek?” he
whispers, coming to stand beside him, running one hand up Derek’s back and over
his tattoo. There’s another one beside it now, a small bat, and it never fails
to make Stiles’ mouth fall open. To
remind you how brave you are when you look at it, Derek said when he got
it.Stiles still feels
like he’s in a movie every time he looks at it. He never thought someone would love
him the way Derek does, get him the way Derek does, and it’s a little
overwhelming sometimes. That much love, just for him.“Stiles,” Derek answers,
turning his head slightly. There are tears in his eyes, not the bad kind but
they are still there, and Stiles frowns.“Bad day?”
Derek nods, whispers
“please”, and Stiles leans down to kiss him; once, twice, three times, just
because he can. Shit like that’s important after all, but Stiles also can’t
help himself.Ever.
He would happily
spend all day just kissing Derek. He has spent
all day kissing him.“Okay, baby, but you
gotta tell me what you need. Can you do that for me?”Derek hesitates for
a moment, biting his lip, and Stiles waits. He knows how hard it is for Derek
to ask for things, especially in bed. Hell, it’s sometimes hard for Stiles to ask for things, even after all
this time. They make quite the pair, but then again, that’s the point.They make a pair. A pretty
good one. Matt may have turned out to be more than your average creepy stalker,
but he had a point when he said that.“I want…can you…”
Derek whimpers, at a loss, lifting his ass up higher, and as much as Stiles
wants him to say the words, he knows when to pick his battles.“You want me to
spank you, honey?”
Nice Karaoke!
one of my fave things to think about is how derek and stiles are each other’s endgame and the fact that the metaphorical game they’re playing is a long, slow chess match where both try to get to the king while mantaining all the other pieces on the board and every little move is thought out and considered during eons
i like that they see each other and realize “oh it’s gonna be you. you’re gonna be it for me.”
i especially like that derek realized this first than stiles did
and i love the thought that they’re so slow in their advances, they’re just playing the waiting game because derek is hurt and stiles is young and the stiles is hurt and derek is older
i love to think that they live each their own lives but always with the other in it in some capacity
and they have their girlfriends/boyfriends and their healing journeys and the other might even be there to help out with the last one but it’s a companionship at that point
and then later in life when they are both in the right place they meet and in that perfect moment there’s crystal clear understanding, there’s the climax of what both of them have been waiting for
they both have the other’s king in check and it’s easy and sweet and they have their fights of course they do and their hiccups but they never fall apart, they stay strong because they build themselves to be strong for each other in all those years they have been waiting
and i love this, the most literal check and mate
Tyler Hoechlin
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