#Sterek#Amazing fanart is amazing#nsfw#FUCK#can you just imagine here#their first time#and the whole time Derek’s whispering ‘is this okay’#checking in with Stiles every step of the way#and Stiles is like ‘yes yes of course it is’#but Derek just looks at him with such TRUST and TENDERNESS#that it’s OVERWHELMING#and something inside him cracks open and he’s crying in the middle of sex because it’s SO MUCH#and he thinks Derek’s going to stop or be grossed out#but instead Derek swipes away the tears with his thumb and kisses him so gently#like Stiles is something precious#someone worth protecting#someone worth taking care of#and Stiles can’t help it#he says ‘I love you’#and Derek’s face lights up like the fucking sun and he says ‘I love you too’#like a secret neither of them are ready to share with anyone else just yet#and it was never what Stiles expected for their first time#but it’s perfect all the same – @mad-madam-m
Last night I dreamt that Channing Tatum nervously presented me with a dress he’d knitted for me. He clenched his (big, work-roughened) hands in anxious fists while I unfolded it.
“You don’t have to wear it,” he said, before I could say anything.
The dress was perfect. It was beautiful. It could turn into a skirt.
“You like it?” Channing Tatum said, smiling crookedly.
Anyone else casually think about Derek being the first person to fuck Stiles? And like Derek doesn’t know at first because Stiles doesn’t offer up the info and Derek doesn’t ask.
He asks everything else, even though it definitely happens pretty quickly. Not the kind of quickly where everything happens because Death is either imminent or just narrowly avoided. More the quickly like Stiles helps Derek move into his new apartment and everyone is gone and then suddenly they’re in the bed Stiles helped Derek make an hour ago while Scott put together Derek’s new t.v stand in the living room.
And now they’re, like, hardcore boning in it.
Things move sort of quick, but it feels like their foreplay was about three years long so it evens out in the end, probably. Stiles has never been with another guy, and he and Malia never really went down that particular road and Stiles has had toys in ass before but
Derek’s dick is a life changer. Derek’s dick is so good Stiles has flashbacks to when he first discovered how to jerk off. Stiles becoming a little (lot) obsessed with Derek’s dick. More specifically Derek’s dick in his ass. Like, when Derek’s dick is not in his ass Stiles is thinking about the last time it was or when it might be next and the logistics of skipping his last class of the day to go find Derek.
Sometimes Derek snarks about Stiles never being satisfied but Stiles knows the look Derek gets when he’s hell bent on conquering a challenge. Once Derek made him come twice untouched and then Stiles slept for sixteen hours. Derek never says anything but he looked smug about it.
Stiles making an offhand comment like ‘not that I have anything to compare it to’ about Derek who realizes oh. Derek gets weird about it for the rest of the evening and Stiles starts to wonder if he should start getting annoyed.
But then later, in bed, Derek is intense in a way he wasn’t even that first time. And after Stiles comes practically shaking apart he says all breathless, “dude, are you trying to ruin everyone else for me?”
Derek just grins down at him before kissing him, hard.